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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

todae in school,i pass a lollipop (i buy myself de!)..yupp..then,during recess time,jazmin came up to me n actualli wanted to tel me sum stuff...gosh,she sae if e whole sch noes,i wil be dead.plus if my parents noe,not that good etc..she sae is xiner n janelle sae...wha,i heard this two name im kinda nervous.did i realli do anything wrong?did i eva do sth so bad?
well...i get to noe the truth.shes my ex.n she backstab me,behind my back.
gosh,what is this?of cuz hearin upon that im extremely sad myself.am i as bad as u think i am?am i so bad that i will influence others?fine,i admit loh..im bad,heartless,wicked,cruel,cunning,....im afterall a bad company lahh alrights!!!
again n again u sae things that make me cry.why much tears ive shed for u?how many times u break my heart?everytime in school, i have to pass by u,as in nth has happened at all..when actualli,my heart is breakin every single second.why long muz this pain stil goes on?its all lies n hurt that u brought into my life.when will the dae cum?when u stop those hurts for me?
than,i feel rather sad in class,of cuz lahh...sumone who i haven forget sae that abt me.siding janelle again.haiiss...dunno how or what lahh..den,in class for growin years,ms chua talks abt break up.my classmate all sae abt me lahhs.sae the cut thing,sae what pancakes etc...reali thank zhenxiu n gera alot...dey reali did care alot for me.haiiss..so sweet.

wo bu zai hui ai ni le.
i wouldnt wan to love u.
luvin u hurts,.
dere''s so much i wan to sae.
sae so much end up oso no use.
u wil onli backstab me more.
u wil onli hate me more.
what did i do lahh?
can nvr do anythin
that makes u sacrfice
or even to shed a tear for me.

i hate u for breakin my hart.
i hate u for causing my life like this.
i dun need to share half of ur hart,
with someone else.
1638pm.

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12:19 AM

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